I had a similar experience. Once I studied Human Design I understood I just needed more down time than other people to access my brilliance. It’s sad we are judged and judge ourselves for just being the way we need to be.
This expresses so exactly what i experienced. My belief was that I was unworthy, stupid, never enough. So I followed the same path you did. When I realized my beliefs were false, it changed my life. It's so sad we had to spend decades suffering with those assumptions, but happy this all surfaced for you to be able to start letting it go.
This hits close to home. Anxiety rules my life. And no matter what I do, it's never enough (in my eyes anyway). I'm about to start an SSRI for it after years of refusing the idea. Your post gives me hope it will help.
I had a similar experience. Once I studied Human Design I understood I just needed more down time than other people to access my brilliance. It’s sad we are judged and judge ourselves for just being the way we need to be.
This expresses so exactly what i experienced. My belief was that I was unworthy, stupid, never enough. So I followed the same path you did. When I realized my beliefs were false, it changed my life. It's so sad we had to spend decades suffering with those assumptions, but happy this all surfaced for you to be able to start letting it go.
This hits close to home. Anxiety rules my life. And no matter what I do, it's never enough (in my eyes anyway). I'm about to start an SSRI for it after years of refusing the idea. Your post gives me hope it will help.